Observations of an Aging Cold Warrior
Acknowledging My Own Demoralization. Inability to find peace.
I do not have the original link to her video, but here is the link to Max Egan’s Crowhouse, where he featured her first in his most recent video. Just a few minutes in length. Please watch first. She notes the critical timeline, “last 60 years.” Well, no wonder I Notice. No wonder I begin to feel tired, and the passing of years. Of my Generation.
She spectacularly lays out all of the methods that have been used to crush, from the destruction of the nuclear family, the twisting of gender, abortion, and why it is being done. More women like her are needed.
Played for hours with Tereza’s little boy today. He is a bundle of energy, and after lifting heavy at the Bulgarian Muscle Head Gym, (first time in a while!) running with the little boy, playing baseball, football and a long walk on the beach, I am shot. He now calls me Dad, and notices which women have the best bodies! Rarely, have I felt so tired. Perhaps two weeks of travel has left me two years older? Will soon be marrying off our daughter. Have a new child on the way. Two others from Tereza. Lots of women to service! I kind of feel bad for those old Mormon guys who had like 5 young wives! At least they took theirs one day at a time, most often I get them both at once!
Sat often with my Father, in his incredible study, as a young Hill Country Texan. He was always teaching me new skills, “some day this might be useful.” Chess. Car maintenance. Woodworking. Plumbing! Boxing. Shooting long guns, later pistols. He was wise enough to know that while persistence when confronted with a new skill you could not master was important, we all had different proclivities. He never pushed me to do something if I was truly awful at it!
Read many of the books Dad had inherited from my Grandfather, some were quite old. Likely understood just slivers, but that effort paid dividends. As Christine notes, “Commander Asshole knows a little bit about almost everything!” All the skills Dad offered up, were focused on doing honorable things, and fighting the INEVITABLE tyranny some group would impose on another. Endemic to Species. There have always been winners, losers, gulags, and civilizations stolen. In this high tech jew World autocracy, they just do it in feminine ways.
The one thing my Father emphasized often was winning, typically meant overcoming the natural cautions that make most Men run from people who want to kill them! He was a military officer, a beast of a man, who Mom often said, “Wears his uniform well.” The girls wanted him, me and my friends wanted to be like him. But, he was humble, and spent as much time with the poorer folks in our town (we maybe had 1000 people when I was born, possibly another 12,000 in the much larger, nearby “BIG CITY” of New Braunfels).
“Son, the Communists have taken from their people the God given rights of free assembly, a homestead, and to live as they choose. The only religion is The State. The State is the jew. No private property allowed. If it ever happens to America, I like to think we have enough guns and ammo to make them regret their actions.” I thought we were “The Good Guys.” But, more importantly, I thought we were Brave Men.
Dad went to Church, solely to make my Mother happy. And, because, he liked Tradition. I recall HIM falling asleep on me or my Mom in both Catholic and Baptist Churches! When Mom changed religions, Dad explained, “Women spend a week to pick out a pair of shoes, it’s a good thing your Mom doesn’t vote, they only give you so much time to choose!” They were happier times for young White Boys. When we kids (5-8 years old!) went out to play, on a Saturday, we left at 9 am, came home at 8 pm. No fears we would be kidnapped, no cell phones, we had I think a sheriff and a few deputies. I recall being very happy, and having many friends.
“Dad, why would all the Russian people allow Communism?” Dad spoke to me about the Holodomor. How FDR was a traitor. All these people who were already dead. I was just a little boy, but my body always tensed up when I thought about Governments committing Democide. I had no inkling America could do such a thing.
Christine just went to sleep. She hugged me so tight. She knows. She can stare deep in to my Soul, just like my Father. She knows, she sees the strain, that catches up to us all. I love her. What a great Wife. I wish all good men, had a woman who loved them. We need it. Few will admit it.
Tereza is up feeding her little girl. She is adorable, always waving at me, and walking a lot now! 14 months old. I think. I never much pay attention to the things women want us to hear! But, they leave my bedroom smiling. Can’t be all things at once!
This Cold Warrior is tired Brothers. I want a fucking War I can feel. Necks to choke. Vengeance delivered. This subverted world just does not suit me. I can nail all the beautiful (under 22 please!) women in Bulgaria, they could all give me sons, and I still would not like the Present State of Affairs.
Saw a great comment on a ZeroHedge article. Basically said, “White men sat around waiting for someone to fix it, now we got a real fucking battle on our hands.”
Back in the J-USA, “Coonteenth” is being celebrated. Mostly with naggers beating the shit out of each other, and commiting other fun acts of violence and mayhem. Funded by, and applauded by the jews who took over most of the world in the 20th Century. And now, they are flexing. Let’s go down swinging.
Same here. I need to hunt down a copy. Ebay, perhaps.....
Good ol Ragnar Redbeard