How deserted lies the city,
once so full of people!
How like a widow is she,
who once was great among the nations!
She who was queen among the provinces
has now become a slave.I am not a religious man, and if given a choice, my proclivities lie with Paganism. Still, I go to Church every Sunday, with TWO wives! The hypocrisy is certainly not lost on me; however, Christine, wife of 35 years, can scarcely reconcile how silly it is, given her chosen lifestyle. She’s “rational” for a Woman, but she ain’t no man! People find ways to fill whatever void it is they have, and my contention is, many of us here, firmly stuck and rooted in “on-line” Masculinity, are little better than the faggots, leftists and freaks, Normies who vote, pray, vape, fap, game and self-congratulate because they created a killer meme, or a great post. What we do here, is not Masculine.
Had a very close friend who has one of the best of White Fucking Power on-line streams. Erudite. Technically on point. Great topics, guests and “production values.” But, what is he really doing, behind the lights? He’s sleeping, vaping, and not reproducing.
Followed my Mom in to many Catholic and Baptist Churches as a kid. She dragged my Dad as well, who would much rather have spent his Sundays tossing a football with me, sparring in our makeshift garage/boxing ring. Possibly doing things I can hardly imagine with my Mom, who remained a very beautiful woman long in to her 40’s.
Perhaps my hypertrophic frame is just tired of spindly “men,” who have lots of “plans” for when the SHTF. They won’t do shit. They too will remain quiescent. About 30-40 people here, on SubStack, I truly like. Don’t know you in the real world, not sure you would carry a 75 pound ruck with me to high ground, so we could plink off “The Enemy” with dual M82’s. But, I like you anyway, because you see just how compromised the jew has left The White Race. They join me in the occasional, and well meaning “HEIL HITLER!” We share virtual Romans. \o o/ Until, sadly, they lose all the value of the real Men, who did them in uniform, achieved. I admire the men who lost their lives, actually fighting jews, more than I do my own. I am typing. Big, fucking, deal. Weak AC. Weak.
There is always a new cadre of young men who find us. They want to know what to read, watch and a precious few of them, even want to know what to DO. That tiny sliver, is why I am here. Thing is, can’t share it here! I do not know you, and while you know me a bit better if you have several weeks to read all the drivel I have written, and of course I know me, but what if you are interested in tactics and stratagem because you are ZOG paid?
Back in Reality, in my Birth Nation, niggers are killing White Children, and old women, as kikes enable them with money and legal indemnification.
It is carrying these lamentations, my really rather incredibly fun life, collides, causing me some White Guilt. I wish for my Brothers to cast off their unhealthy, passive, sometimes lonely lives, and live again, as White Men did in happier times.
In Varna, I lift heavy weights, with men who easily could be called, Bulgarian Mafia! I admire them. Much more so than the credentialed faggots back home. Not even sure Dimitar owns a phone! He just lifts weights. Not afraid to die. Always injured, squatting 500-600 lbs, below parallel. He works out anyway. Doesn’t complain, although I see him in agony.
I do yoga, with sexy, thin, Man/cock loving, European women. Took my shirt off this morning, the room was extra-heated. Crowded. We were packed like muscular sardines! Gorgeous, new girl, whose foot I tickled in child’s pose, spoke to me after class. First in Bulgarian. Asked her if she spoke English. “Sure. Wow. May I ask how old you are?” Told her. “You have gray chest hairs, but you look and move like you are 30! Well done!” Tereza came rushing up from the back of the room! “Hi Husband, nice class?” Like a lion, pissing to mark her territory!
The new girl smiled at me. I smiled at her. Tereza punched me! We all laughed! “Hi, I’m Tereza, one of his wives. Care to join us? We are recruiting for number 3!” “Yes, actually. I am sure my BF won’t mind!” Digits exchanged. Christine was in the back of the room, giving out health tips to newbie yogis, in Bulgarian. I was proud of her. Tereza yanked me down a foot to whisper in to my ear, “Hey Commander Asshole, see that one isn’t 13 or 16, I’m cool with one more wife, but choose wisely, or we will cut it off!” I love her very much. Getting a bit tired of pussy, to be honest! Have had more in the past 5 months, than the prior 5 years! But, these women have depth. And, WOMBS.
I admire these yoga women more than the 40 year old cat ladies back home, who would rather fuck 18 year old niggers, or latex and glass dildos, as their cat shits in the litter box right next to them, but, they “don’t need no man.”
Am tired of The Left, The Kike, The Nigger, The Spic, The Invader. I want to exterminate them all. Anything else we think is going to work, is masturbatory bullshit. Rivers of Blood are not enough. Oceans of blood. I want to be proud of America and Western Europe again. I want to die, perforated. Typing will not fix it. Bleeding out as other White Men run past me. That’s My Lamentation. I want to kill almost everyone Not White. You should too. At the very minimum, remove them from OUR NATIONS.
Hail Victory. \o
Brother, I would ruck up with you to gain an overwatch position to avenge and defend our Volk any day…I only hope there are enough of us left. As an aside, what are the firearms laws like in Bulgaria? Can citizens own firearms for self defense?