Why Do Leftists "Convert" To "Conservatism?"
The Apple Never Falls Far From the Tree. Connecting the dots.
Began a Note this morning, recalling my Apple co-workers (1992-2000) instantly converting from Communist Degenerates making a decent wage which barely allowed for a 1 bedroom Silicon Valley apartment, to “Conservatives” when their stock options were hit with some pretty nasty Federal and State taxes. Christine just reminded me, “remember how much they hated me because I was thin, and we did not smoke anything?”
One Dutch guy, who I really disliked (Christine despised them all!), 10 years later would e-mail me, “I voted Republican for the first time, felt good! I need lower taxes!”
This guy was a pure commie, hated America, and especially hated Whites. He eventually remarried (he first married a whore from Spain! She cheated on him mid 90’s, they quickly divorced, she later tried to sue for his Apple winnings!). He then married a very fat Leftist, who looked like every other Leftist in San Francisco. But, he could not wait to tell me, in 2005 or so, “I am just as Conservative as you now.” His name was Michael. I let him know I had become a National Socialist, wanted all jews, blacks, mystery meat expelled, and to build the 4th Reich.
Michael moved to St. Augustine, Florida, St. John’s County when Convid left Kalifornia in veritable lock-downs (very White and Republican when Christine and I lived there in nearby Ponte Vedra Beach). He’s loaded, I think he was fired from Apple as a Director in 2018 or so. Hundreds of millions. My one remaining Apple friend told me (she kept all of her shares from when we met in the early 1990’s!), “Michael is pissed he sold almost all his shares in 2018.” Point is, all these “Former Commies” can do, is discuss their wealth. They trade ideologies for wealth. Have no religious faith. Nothing transcends crass materialism.
Look, Christine would likely spend $10M on clothes, wine and cameras if her Father had not raised her well. To understand moderation. My Father, insisted “money is not as important as quality and integrity in your life. Nice to have, but not the apex of living.” We gave a HUGE donation to Toys for Tots, in 2001, a Marine run program to get poor kids toys for Christmas, a week after our first big Apple stock win. It was and is, a lot of money. We could likely use it these days! Our views of the world did not change because of a payday. We were the same people, albeit with a nicer house. Christine had always wanted a Range Rover, and so her Saab became one. Think I bought an Acura that looked like a Mercedes. The damn plantation shutters for our house cost more than my car!
What I am trying to say is, somewhere, somehow, Americans stopped caring about America, and only their own life. Hey, no Law against that, but it hurt the Nations, and that is why America will fail, in my remaining lifespan.
Of all my former Apple colleagues, many are dead from jabs and shit lifestyle. Including the one billionaire, our boss Mike, who died in Hope Ranch, Santa Barbara, an obese, cheating, alcoholic. The few who married are divorced, or unhappily married. They are all, insanely rich. They all have fleets of Tesla’s, incredible “gaming rooms” in their houses, and they all look 25 years older than me.
Life is all about trade-offs, and although I am a Purity Spiraling National Socialist, I do not expect all on the planet to exhibit such discipline, and abstract regard for their people. But, there are consequences to casting off all but material gain. I was an inveterate “Capitalist” in my earlier life, eager to buy my pretty fancy Wife, all she wanted. Now? Her and I realize waking up in the arms of someone you love, well, there isn’t much better than that. Even if the sheets, are not 2000 count, Organic Egyptian Cotton. We stayed in a boutique hotel last night. Maybe $180 a night. If we ever had Instagram accounts, it wouldn’t knock anyone’s light out if we posted it. But, we were safe, cool, and had a personally amazing view of where civilization and humanity got its early start. I could have slept in the ruins, and been happy. Because, I am White, my wife is White, and our ancestors did a lot of work to get us here.
To Christine, The Great Love of my Life,
I love you Angel. Literally, quite literally, from the second I first saw you. Some things matter. They do not change easily. Nor, would I be a decent human being if they did. From the still White Pilled heart of Commander Asshole, I am glad it will be you to bury me someday. Grateful for the great love, and life we have given each other. Grateful to My Creator, for the ups and the downs. And to my Race, I will never abandon you for money, or expediency. Until The End.
Hail Victory!
I know. I know. Jobs was a kike Leftist. An early degenerate. Still, I was there when he told the NSA to “fuck off and pound sand” when they wanted back doors in to Apple OS 7.5 and OS 8. This man was in my core team meetings in 1996, feet up on the desk, telling my engineers how to design radio buttons, and what to put in the buttons. He was in Apple’s “Radar” bug-base, which opened with an Aardvark saying, “No Bugs!” writing up enhancements to hardware and software. He once called me, to ask me if Apple was “paying me enough?” “Sure Steve, why?” “Because you need to use some of it to buy a fucking brain!” Hahahaha. He was a decent human being. And this commencement speech, taught me a lot. We learn where we can. And, if the dots ever connect for me, it will be when the White Race is once again 31% of the World’s Population, and we ALL live in ALL White Nations. Hope you will watch till the end. Just a few minutes…
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https://stephenstillwell.medium.com/the-criminal-party-cf8964dc4db0
31% is NOT enough.
If we pay close attention and are truly honest about our present predicament, it is clear that the other 69% aspire to GENOCIDE us at the first opportunity. They’ve not been shy about broadcasting their satanic goals.
No, for the sake of future generations, we must vow to never allow our numbers to fall below 40% worldwide.
We must strive to cure our society of the existential threat that is pathological altruism and weaponized diversity.
Those who have chosen to embrace Marxism must be forced to “live their truth” in every material sense - preferably in nations like Cuba and Venezuela.
That is the only way to break the spell of the utter lunacy that has been inflicted upon our youth, particularly females.
Let them experience the cold, harsh reality of the ideologies they embrace…with no way back to the comforts of our Western White world. Let their catastrophic example serve as a warning to future generations.